had about 400 cals today.
tonight their is a school dance.
i'm going with my friends, and i plan on burning
off alot of cals.
only thing, everyones going to ihop afterwards.
i'm dreading it.
:/


tomorrow i'm going on a long run, working on abs/core, and arms


wish me luck tonight

I haven't been on, and couldn't see the cals i needed, so i'm starting with day 2 again. i had half a piece of cinnamon toast - 50 cals.
thats just so far. update later.

had 4 chicken nuggets.
half cup stuffing.
2 spoonfuls of mac & cheese.
3 ravioli pieces.


i feel huge. my ex imed me today. his new girlfriend is so pretty.
but thats okay, i love my boyfriend. he's amazing.
he's the best thing in my life.
135 this morning with clothes and a robe on.
starting a running program on saturday.
i will be fit and sexy by summer.

Went to mall with my friend. walked for hours.
then her mom took us out to eat.
i had
2 tacos, rice, and a shirley temple.
i was delerious from lack of sleep.
fantasticc.
thats not to bad, but i could have done better.

weighed 131 this morning.
ate 2 vanilla wafers, a cracker, a piece of sausage, 7 triscuts, and a few sips of a strawberry daquri. all together around 500.
i feel proud.

i dyed my hair again, back to the dark brown. i love it this color.
two friends are over, so my update has to be quick.

tomorrows 300 cals.
going out to get dance stuff with my mom.
:D

I went over badly yesturday. ughh.
but my mom gave me a fluid pill, and i
went to the bathroom all night, but i woke up
this morning at 133. i'm scared to drink anything.
if i do it will all come back. :/

i'm doing day 2 over. i suck :(

Day 1 - 500

I did so well today.
had 100 cal ack and half a cup of salad for lunch.
one ice cream sandwich when i got home,
and a sub.
so probably 600 - 700 cals.

i went over. damn, today we had a crunch test.
i got 83 in 1 min. most of ny girls in my class.
i felt really good about it.

i have tryouts for our spring play soon. i really want the
lead, but it's my first year acting. so i doubt i'll get it.
also, i'm going to try out for soccer. there is a timed mile on monday.
so that means i'm running all weekend.
i really want to make the team, but last time i tried out i didn't make it.
so i'm preparing myself for not making it, but who knows?

well, that's it for today.

<3

Dinner was biscuits and gravy, had half a biscuit with gravy.
and another biscuit with jelly.
i'm a fat FUCK!
i'm going to work out a little soon.
i haven't been able to with drama practice and homework.
i've been trying to start running, but it hasn't gotten above 25.
i WILL run tomorrow. my new UA shirt came in today.
i'm restarting ABC tomorrow.
I took beneFiber all day. i was misserably full from
my diet dr pepper and water. but i get bad gas. *blushes*
(:

FML.
So i've had about 600 cals.
that's over, which is BAD!
i feel so disgusting.
i took fiber all day, so my stomach is
cramping. i think i'll restart tomorrow,
seeing as how dinner is soon, and i can't get out of it.
i feel like i let myself down.
i will do better tomorrow.
I PROMISE

Tomorrow i am going to start ABC.
it will be my first time.
I will post how it goes tomorrow night (:

first day back to school tomorrow.
haven't been in a week because of snow.
blahh, i wish i had lost weight, but
i binged alot being trapped inside.


anywho, wish me luck (: