the boyfriend took me out for mexican and milk shakes.
i coughed so much i puked some of it up.
i brushed my teeth, and decided to finish the job.
so now my tummy is nice and empty.
About Me
- Belle
- I'm the world of ED i am known as Belle, this is to protect myself. I have undiagnosed EDNOS. I've always had food issues. I used to cut up my food in elementary school so people would believe i had eaten more then i had. I started skipping meals in 6th grade and started eating just special K bars for lunch. I want to feel pretty, and have people think i'm pretty. I have been laughed at while running, called fat, asked why i cheer when i'm so fat, etc. I want to show those people the true me, not this fat beastly shell.
your third sentence made me laugh. =]
ReplyDeleteHahah i hate food. I wish i could puke like you guys. My stomach controls me. I literally can't puke without dry heaving. I have a question...when you start puking you make sounds right? But then as you do it more and more, you learn to be quiet....right? Well thnx babe. Good job :)
ReplyDeletei mean, you kinda make a sound.
ReplyDeletebut i was coughing so hard a was throwin up mucus and nasty stuff, and my food just came up with it.
i think showers the easiest place to do it, or when no ones home.