Cheerleading tryouts are next week.
i'm really nervous, even though i made the squad the past two years.
that was JV, now i'm moving up to varsity. i just can't jump, and that's a huge
grade for tryouts.
i'm freakin' out. i've been working really hard, but i have like this mental block.
ughh!
i really hope i make it, i love cheering.
but.. if i don't i'm going to run cross country.
i'll at least be in awsome shape.
About Me
- Belle
- I'm the world of ED i am known as Belle, this is to protect myself. I have undiagnosed EDNOS. I've always had food issues. I used to cut up my food in elementary school so people would believe i had eaten more then i had. I started skipping meals in 6th grade and started eating just special K bars for lunch. I want to feel pretty, and have people think i'm pretty. I have been laughed at while running, called fat, asked why i cheer when i'm so fat, etc. I want to show those people the true me, not this fat beastly shell.
seriously whn it comes to sprots its all mental. you need to think that you can do this that you can make this and you wont mess up. any bad thoughts you have to get rid of. they will only drag you down. you can do this. you will do this.
ReplyDeleteThanks.
ReplyDeletei'm going to try that later when i practice my jumps.