i should really be getting ready, but oh well.
i have to go to barnes and noble dressed like Alice from Alice in wonderland.
(that waas our school play)
Then i have a tea at my grandmas church.
i'm going to try and not eat much.
but with my mom and grandma watching me it will be hard to eat nothing.
i ate a bowl of oatmeal with fiber supplement in it.
i'm still nervous about tryouts, but i'm working really hard to make it.
i'll update more later.
<3 you all
About Me
- Belle
- I'm the world of ED i am known as Belle, this is to protect myself. I have undiagnosed EDNOS. I've always had food issues. I used to cut up my food in elementary school so people would believe i had eaten more then i had. I started skipping meals in 6th grade and started eating just special K bars for lunch. I want to feel pretty, and have people think i'm pretty. I have been laughed at while running, called fat, asked why i cheer when i'm so fat, etc. I want to show those people the true me, not this fat beastly shell.
aww alice in wonderland. i used to want to be her. =] good luck at tea. ♥
ReplyDeleteHahah I really wanna be her!! JEALOUS! And even more jealous of your cheer try-outs! My school next year doesn't have cheerleading...and I've ALWAYS wanted to do it! Well good luck babe!
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