I've had about 300 cals today.
but i'm worried about dinner, so i'm going to workout soon.

i have to take the final in my art class, and in my drivers ed class.
luckily i don't have to take my medical terminology final.
I think i got accepted into my schools CNA class.
i'm so excited!
but now i have to take art 5 as an independent study, instead of with my friends.
the classes overlap.

I'm really upset, my boyfriend picks me up after school everyday, and today he wasn't there. luckily my best friend could take me home.
but, i know he had to work, but he never told me the times.
he could have called to let me know that he couldn't get me.

honestly, sometimes i wonder why we are even together, we argue alot more then we used too, and he always wants to fool around, and i don't like too, because i'm too big.

i feel like a fat cow when i'm with him.

plus, theres this guy who i've had a mini crush on since 8th grade.
but he'd never be interested in me. he wants skinny, blonde, easy girls.
Me? i'm fat, brunette, and a "prude"
Today he told me my drawing looked just like the little kid in the picture, and since he's the best artist in the class, it ment alot.
i don't think it's that good.
it's for this thing called memory portraits.
we get a picture of an orphan, and we draw them, and send it back to them.
This year they're from Haiti.

I think i might post the drawing once i'm done..