I tried on all my shorts from last summer,
NONE OF THEM FIT.
that is exactly the motivation i need.
i've had 260 calories so far today.
a 100 cal pack of cheese, a 100 cal yogurt, and a 60 cal mousse temptation thingy.

i'm going later to re get my gym membership.
they changed the system to get in, so my card doesn't work.

i'm going to a fair with my boyfriend this week, i'm really excited.
i went last week with 2 of my best friends.
i wore jeans because i felt so huge.
i'm the shortest of the 3 of us.
my best friend is a tall skinny blonde,
she wear a size 7, but still has a gap between her thighs.
my other friends bigger, she wear a 14.
and i wear a 9 (seven if i'm lucky)
but i decided i'm going to wear a baggy size 5 by school starting (aug. 18)

i'm sick of all this fat, so today i get serious, no more snacking, no more fast food.

i mean it this time.