this is IT!
i can't stand myself any longer.
i say i'll loose weight, and i'll do better tomorrow.
NO MORE.
FUCK MY STUPID PATHETIC WANNA BE SKINNY, BUT I'LL TRY HARDER TOMORROW ATTITUDE.

THIS CHANGES NOW!!!!!!!!!

i'm pathetic.






I'm fasting tomorrow, all day long.
if i eat, i must do 100 crunches for every calorie consumed.
and i will punish myself further, by SI. Because i want to be hott one day.
i want to loose 10 lbs by homecoming. (oct. 30)
i CAN DO THIS.
I HAVE TOO!!!