Tomorrows my party.
gross fat cake.
chocolate fondu.
fat chips & soda.
God help me be strong.
i had a pretty awesome workout today, which i'm deffinatly sore from.
i feel so good though.
my mom now knows everything i've done with my boyfriend. it's really weird knowing she knows.
my friend from another school says he likes me, and i'm beautiful.
we've never met met, but i dated him friend a few years ago.
i don't like him that way though, and he has a girlfriend.
About Me
- Belle
- I'm the world of ED i am known as Belle, this is to protect myself. I have undiagnosed EDNOS. I've always had food issues. I used to cut up my food in elementary school so people would believe i had eaten more then i had. I started skipping meals in 6th grade and started eating just special K bars for lunch. I want to feel pretty, and have people think i'm pretty. I have been laughed at while running, called fat, asked why i cheer when i'm so fat, etc. I want to show those people the true me, not this fat beastly shell.
i just read your blog and i love it keep up the good work. your boyfriend doesn't know how lucky he is, that you're trying so hard to be thin for him.
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good luck hun
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