I went to my friends Sweet Sixteen, and ate way to much.
I am disqusted with myself.
I am a FAT COW, and a LAZY SLOB.
I hate myself.
From this point on i will not binge,
or listen to the food say eat me please.
I WON'T!
I WILL do better!
i will get to 125 by the first performance
of the play. I want to be a pretty lead.
I will be 115 by prom.
I WILL!
About Me
- Belle
- I'm the world of ED i am known as Belle, this is to protect myself. I have undiagnosed EDNOS. I've always had food issues. I used to cut up my food in elementary school so people would believe i had eaten more then i had. I started skipping meals in 6th grade and started eating just special K bars for lunch. I want to feel pretty, and have people think i'm pretty. I have been laughed at while running, called fat, asked why i cheer when i'm so fat, etc. I want to show those people the true me, not this fat beastly shell.
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