My mom told me she thought her body issues had rubbed off on me. She was what is considered now EDNOS. Her mom called her fat when she was little and all kinds of stuff. She tells me everyday i'm beautiful. I just don't see it.
I plan on running tonight after practice. Then tanning after.
I'll update then (:
About Me
- Belle
- I'm the world of ED i am known as Belle, this is to protect myself. I have undiagnosed EDNOS. I've always had food issues. I used to cut up my food in elementary school so people would believe i had eaten more then i had. I started skipping meals in 6th grade and started eating just special K bars for lunch. I want to feel pretty, and have people think i'm pretty. I have been laughed at while running, called fat, asked why i cheer when i'm so fat, etc. I want to show those people the true me, not this fat beastly shell.
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