I had hardees today.
so i skipped lunch to make up for it.
then had a weight watcher mini pizza for dinner (200)
i only ate the toppings.
i feel disgusted with myself. i truelly hate this obese monster i have become.
i see my tiny friends and i'm filled with envy.
i swear i will do better.
i want to be tiny, and petite.
i want to be beautiful
About Me
- Belle
- I'm the world of ED i am known as Belle, this is to protect myself. I have undiagnosed EDNOS. I've always had food issues. I used to cut up my food in elementary school so people would believe i had eaten more then i had. I started skipping meals in 6th grade and started eating just special K bars for lunch. I want to feel pretty, and have people think i'm pretty. I have been laughed at while running, called fat, asked why i cheer when i'm so fat, etc. I want to show those people the true me, not this fat beastly shell.
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