i got my prom dress today.
i don't know what the size is, since it was through the cinderella project.
it's so pretty, and i don't feel worthy enough to wear it.
i tried on my heels while my boyfriend was here, and he told me my
legs looked amazing. i wonder if they normally don't look that good to him.
i'm starting that midsummer nights fast thing.
i'm excited, but idk if i'll be able to hide it. i've never fasted more then a few days.
and i barley made it through that.

i'm going to try as long as i can, and if i have to eat i'm going to have a punishment for myself. then start again.

On a feel good note.
today at the blood drive i mentioned i was planning on giving blood next year, and the lady looked at me and goes
"how tall are you?"
"5ft 3 in"
"and how much do you weigh?"
"like 135ish....(red face cursing my fatness"
"really? you don't look that big! i didn't think you'd weigh enough to give blood."


i felt kinda good about that.








EDIT ***************

asked my grandpa to come to my play.
he said he couldn't miss this church revival, no, that he WOULDN'T miss it, not for all the tea in china.


he said sorry an hour later saying i suprised him with my invitation...