Yesturday my boyfriend made me take pictures in our bathing suits.
we have matching ones.
i look so huge in all the pictures.
at least i'm tan.

i've eaten 3 cupcakes today. i'm so disapointed.
i didn't even realize i had eaten them.
:/

i just looked down and they were gone.

my friend is coming over tonight.
and we're going to the mall, and with her it means going out to eat.
FML.
i'll try & eat tonight i guess..
but tomorrow i'm not having more then 400 cals.
and i'm going running.

i am a failure.


****** EDIT *********


I went to meet my friend. waited with my dad over an hour,
she never showed. i called 6 times and she never answered.
she decided not to go, went to mass, then out with her cousin,
leaving her phone at home. I was so excited because we never get to see each other.
and last night she did the same thing to our other friend, only she ditched her for guys.