Prom is in 2 weeks. i plan on eating less then 500 cals a day, and working out and tanning, i'm going to have to slowley get to the fasting level, because if i don't eat my bood sugar gets out of wack, and i get sick.
i think i have bronchitis again, so i have to do low impact exersice.
ughh.
ate way to much today, but tomorrow will be better, no more stress.
the play is over! i have time to work on my body now.
About Me
- Belle
- I'm the world of ED i am known as Belle, this is to protect myself. I have undiagnosed EDNOS. I've always had food issues. I used to cut up my food in elementary school so people would believe i had eaten more then i had. I started skipping meals in 6th grade and started eating just special K bars for lunch. I want to feel pretty, and have people think i'm pretty. I have been laughed at while running, called fat, asked why i cheer when i'm so fat, etc. I want to show those people the true me, not this fat beastly shell.
Arrrgh I was busy posting a comment and my pc fucked out >< argh.
ReplyDeleteAnyway just wanted to say good luck with prom :) Mine is still only next year when I graduate thank goodness.
Stay strong girly <3 You're doing well.
Madz
thanks, it's not even my prom, it's my boyfriends.
ReplyDeleteso i have to deal with the pretty uppper class men who look amazing in there tight dresses
you must must post pictures of you all tanned and gorgeous in your dress!!!
ReplyDeletei'll be tan, but i doubt i'll be gorgeous. i'm still too big.
ReplyDeletei'm starting a flush tomorrow, where i'm only eating fruits and drinking water.